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i guess you could say a lot has happened over the past few weeks...yeah...but i mean overall, a pretty good thing. nothing too dramatic has taken place but i have come to some final terms...i am no longer holding out for friendships. i offer my love, support and the whole being there for someone when they need it and knowing that its there even when its not needed. and then if its returned, great, then this is a friendship. but too often do i put myself out there doing everything i can to make someone else's day or weeks brighter and i get nothing in return. i know this might sound a little selfish, and it would from someone who doesnt know me, but trust me when i say that i have given so muchto so many people and i now realize i have to pull back. im giving so much im losing part of me and i dont wnat that to happen. its time to make myself happy. hopefully ill find that out sooner rather than later because my heart is breaking as i write this. so to those that this concerns, im sorry but im done giving for the moment because i have nothing left to give...
<3 Ann
<3 Ann