Something I need to say
Well, I think it's about time I face the facts, and I want to publically announce this:
I have had a pretty fucked up mind, and as many have called me, yes I am a nutty fruitcake. This has caused me to treat a lot people, including those I care about (especially those I care about) bad.
Well I am going to undo some of the bad I have done, although I know it won't repair it completely (and I don't expect it to).
Julia is a good person and a good friend and a good mother. I know I have said that she was not any of those, and have whinged about her treatment of me, but I am the cause of it. I have NEVER treated Julia good. I have always been a bitch, yet she put up with me and showed me true friendship the whole way through.
I am sorry for all the things I have done to her, all the way from the start - the picking on of her at school, the nastiness all through our friendship, the lies, the talking behind her back - the whole lot of it.
I wish her the best of luck in the future, and know she will make a damn good mother (as she already is) and a damn good midwife. She'll also make a damn good wife to some totally lucky fella one day - who I hope treats her the way she ought to be treated.
This is also the last time I am going to mention Julia in my LJ. I am going to leave her alone, like she deserves. No more taunting from me.
and finally - thankyou Julia (if you ever read this) for being a decent person, and even showing me kindness when we are no longer friends.
I have had a pretty fucked up mind, and as many have called me, yes I am a nutty fruitcake. This has caused me to treat a lot people, including those I care about (especially those I care about) bad.
Well I am going to undo some of the bad I have done, although I know it won't repair it completely (and I don't expect it to).
Julia is a good person and a good friend and a good mother. I know I have said that she was not any of those, and have whinged about her treatment of me, but I am the cause of it. I have NEVER treated Julia good. I have always been a bitch, yet she put up with me and showed me true friendship the whole way through.
I am sorry for all the things I have done to her, all the way from the start - the picking on of her at school, the nastiness all through our friendship, the lies, the talking behind her back - the whole lot of it.
I wish her the best of luck in the future, and know she will make a damn good mother (as she already is) and a damn good midwife. She'll also make a damn good wife to some totally lucky fella one day - who I hope treats her the way she ought to be treated.
This is also the last time I am going to mention Julia in my LJ. I am going to leave her alone, like she deserves. No more taunting from me.
and finally - thankyou Julia (if you ever read this) for being a decent person, and even showing me kindness when we are no longer friends.