Oct 14, 2006 00:11
...i'm not ready to back down"
i absolutely adore this song. and i'm not that angry at the world so i don't really know why i love it so much, but i fully intend to listen to it at least once on my way back to school tomorrow.
yeah, i'm home for the night. when i called louisa last night to talk to her, she asked me if i would come home. i have to be back to fundraise for breakaway tomorrow and then the tournament so i came home for the night. we went to chipotle. we watched grey's. we played the oc game. we went to coldstone. i'm doing laundry for free. my parents and i are gonna have boy talk tomorrow morning over breakfast. what could be better?
it was nice to see her though; i hate that boy with a firey passion, but i also feel like it's going to work out for them. i don't know, but regardless, i'm glad i came home, if only for like 16 hours.
i want to go to bed now but my stupid laundry isn't done drying yet. annoyance. i haven't had a crush in what seems like forever. this is slightly exciting. i'm still being paranoid about what it all means/meant and/or if i said the wrong thing, but that's what i do when i have a crush: i overanalyze everything. isn't that what everyone does, though? i don't know. regardless, it's super fun. good mannnnnnnn.
german test today. i don't think it went that poorly, but we'll see. people who are almost like native speakers seem to have problems with the grammar, which i didn't think was too bad. in your faces, bitches.
current dislikes:
the dryer being slow
having to sit outside during the football game tomorrow to paint faces (apparently no one's ever seen me paint before)
realizing i may not get into amazing law schools. but coming to grips with it!
feeling like i'm quickly drifting away from those with whom i was very close not too long ago
gossipy bitches. or just gossip in general. well...most of the time anyway...haha
my chapped lips and the inevitability of misplacing my chapstick
current likes:
sleeping in my bed tonight
cookie doughn't you want some?
chicken fajita burritos in the best seats to watch strongsville with my favorite person with whom to do so
not having to share a room with 5 other people for the 16 hours i will have been home
lots of checks to put into the bank
team l&f probably losing the tourny tomorrow, but having fun doing so
boys asking me why i didn't kiss them back. i mean, in some weird twisted way, this is good, yes?
i don't know. this is probably more than you ever wanted to know about my life. but i have to make up for never updating by writing a huge one. sometimes, i just forget this is here. don't hate me?
ok, now i go look for some chapstick and count down the days til spring break when i can attempt to be warm. any ideas? i'm thinking maybe az to see jessie and jordan, but i don't know. if you'd like to go somewhere with me, let me know. it'll be hot.
get it? HOT. HA. ohhhhhhhh wit.