Been Awhile...
Hey guys, I know... its been forever but... Ive had alot of shit going on this month. Ive had people on my ass constantly. Anthony's been bugging the shit out of me, complaining about me breaking up with him and leaving him for other people who dont even care about me... School has thrown curves at me with anime club and new teachers, homework, whatever... Mom and Dave complain about me going to NDK by myself... Dad's gonna be leaving soon to go to Egypt and Europe for the 3rd time (not once have I gone)... Guys who have wanted to date me have been ass holes to me in the end... I havent gotten to really hang out with anyone outside of school, I feel so alone. I dunno, somethings just not right anymore. I think about last year and how much fun it was... My 16th Birthday was more than what I wanted, it was perfect... This year? I dunno what to expect...
Tonight though, thankfully, I got to finally see my big brother Spooky. God, I missed him so much. He quite the pool but still works for Nickel-A-Play, so we chilled there. We mainly just sat around talking, drawing, playing games, and making fun of the dude he works with... but it was fun. It feels good to know that I still have someone there for me. I havent been seeing him as often as I used to but... thats how it goes I guess, I wish we hung out more often but... I dunno. I have alot of fun with him... something that I dont get often. Sure, school is cool... Josh, Greg, Clay... theyre all cool... but I never see them outside of school. I caint wait till NDK, then Ill be with all of em...
Well, I need sleep... and you need to leave comments so... SNAP SNAP!