shitty shit shit shit.
So it has become final, I am moving out into Nathan's house. It's about time...about time for me to have my own time. It is a big relief to finally be able to do this, but I was crying today because besides all the pain and troubles, I love everyone. It's going to be so different...I'm going to miss being by my family...especially the babies, they had my time. I was always with them, wether I wanted to or not. And there's been things going on with my sister, and she and I are trying to build a new relationship. It may be difficult, but this time around I want to be there for her even if I'm not living with her.
School is starting next week, at Columbia, and I'm excited. As much as I want something better, I think that I may apply at Starbucks like I had planned a few months ago. It's something to get out of where I'm working now, not to mention MUCH closer to home.
I ordered a shirt off of weallhaveaids.com, and It's been a little over a week...I wan't it to come NOW! I also ordered two books a little bit ago...Memoirs of a Geisha is one of them. It's such a wonderful book, I had to have my own copy. Thanks Ash.
time for bed.
...ivy...
School is starting next week, at Columbia, and I'm excited. As much as I want something better, I think that I may apply at Starbucks like I had planned a few months ago. It's something to get out of where I'm working now, not to mention MUCH closer to home.
I ordered a shirt off of weallhaveaids.com, and It's been a little over a week...I wan't it to come NOW! I also ordered two books a little bit ago...Memoirs of a Geisha is one of them. It's such a wonderful book, I had to have my own copy. Thanks Ash.
time for bed.
...ivy...