Oct 02, 2004 22:06
Sorry I haven't updated for a while.
I've been loving my life and being busy-busy.
I have never loved any two boys more.
My god they are wonderful.
Exactly four games of football season left and Emily hasn't come to one yet, but hopefully she'll get to come to the Norwayne game.
I'll have my fingers crossed.
It's insane. I can't even put into words my feelings right now.
I've never been so happy and thankful for the happiness in my life.
Mom says I'm 10x more outgoing that I was last year.
She says boys even flirt with me a little now.
Clarinet recital tomorrow.
I'm nervous and I'm going to screw it all up.
We're playing five songs after all.
Did I mention that I'm head over heels?
I can't remember the last time I was this happy.
EVERYONE deserves to be this happy. It's GREAT.
I have good grades this year and Fall play is starting.
I get to be backstage.
That's awesome because that is exactly what I wanted to do.
I'm going to try out for Honors Band and Jazz Band. And I'm hoping to make 1st chair out of all clarinets.
Rebekah, Emily, thank you both SO much for encouraging me into this year. Without you guys my nervousness would probably have killed me. No shit attatched. I love both of you this much: [stretches out arms].
Now. Listen up because these are the best bands EVER:
(Not in any order)
1. Daphne Loves Derby
2. A Second Chance
3. My Chemical Romance
4. Silverstein
5. Bayside
6. Hawthorne Heights
7. Little Yellow Box
8. Tsunami Bomb
9. BEDlights for BlueEYES
10. Waking Ashland
11. Rise Against
12. Saves the Day
13. A Thorn for Every Heart
14. Hit the Lights
15. Taking Back Sunday
Take a look at them if you have never heard 'em. They'll all totally rock your socks. \m/(^_^)\m/
You're stupid if you cannot see the picture in that ^^.
This is the first time in YEARS that I can proudly announce that I love life right now.
That feeling. The feeling that makes me jittery everytime I think about two certain people. The feeling that makes me smile when I think about it. The feeling that keeps that smile on my face all day long. I love this. I love them. I love you.
Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls, thank you.
For a good day.
A good week.
And a good life.
Yours Truly,
Emily the Happy