May 12, 2005 18:48
She had waited until her husband and children wee far away,and had driven into the snowy wood's and ended it.Just let it all go.
She had wanted the pain to stop.The heart-hurt.
She slept her way into death,only waking when the highway patrol found her body.She was cold,rigid,frozen,when they found her.
Someone like that,said the patrol women,you'd think she'd have everything to live for.
She tried to speak,to tell them that that's what made the pain unbearable but
like someone caught in a bad dream,she could not make herself heard.
She screamed and no sound came out.
She watched as they took her body away.
She sat by the side of the road,in the snow all bodiless and afraid,waiting for the happiness to start.
~Sandman~
So there you go if that let's you know how I feel about things right now.
I know it seem's as if nothing is ever good for me but I guess only those who know me would understand this .Just bear with me.I guess I'll just bite my lip and deal with the pain........