Cruel Intentions
Well not a lot has happened in the sense the last time I wrote in this thing,not
anything anyone would really want to here about I mean.I got to go to a show the 17th
at Ziggy's.Lunacy driven played and put on a great show,and also Lamb of god played.They were ok,
but I was'nt there to see them so yeah.Well,I got to see a few old friends ,which I always enjoy doing.
I got to meet new people as usual.Then when it was time to go dave lost the keys to his car and we had to hunt for them for a while.We never found the keys but we got them a ride home so it all worked out well.After that I got dropped off at Joe's(A friends house that I stay at)and stayed up for a while and talk to Lane and Santana.Then around 3:30 they decide to take off because Lane had to work.I was kinda tired so I
went and laid beside Jeremy and watched Amber pick on him for a little while.The last thing I remember
before I fell asleep was Jeremy asking if I was cold and telling me I could cuddle up to him if I wanted to.
Earlier that night I remember thinking I just want to go to Joe's and cuddle with Jeremy one more time,and I hardly got close to him the whole night.I think I might have thought if I got any closer I would'nt be able to leave.
I decided to leave Joe's and not go back up there.I'm not going to put up with the bullshit that comes with it.I still like hanging out with a lot of the people up there but there some things I just can't handle,such as someone tring to hurt me on purpose,when all I've ever done was loved them.It will be hard for me to to tear myself away from someone I care about so much,but it would just hurt me more if I stayed.So, I will let go and try not to look back but I will always love you............
anything anyone would really want to here about I mean.I got to go to a show the 17th
at Ziggy's.Lunacy driven played and put on a great show,and also Lamb of god played.They were ok,
but I was'nt there to see them so yeah.Well,I got to see a few old friends ,which I always enjoy doing.
I got to meet new people as usual.Then when it was time to go dave lost the keys to his car and we had to hunt for them for a while.We never found the keys but we got them a ride home so it all worked out well.After that I got dropped off at Joe's(A friends house that I stay at)and stayed up for a while and talk to Lane and Santana.Then around 3:30 they decide to take off because Lane had to work.I was kinda tired so I
went and laid beside Jeremy and watched Amber pick on him for a little while.The last thing I remember
before I fell asleep was Jeremy asking if I was cold and telling me I could cuddle up to him if I wanted to.
Earlier that night I remember thinking I just want to go to Joe's and cuddle with Jeremy one more time,and I hardly got close to him the whole night.I think I might have thought if I got any closer I would'nt be able to leave.
I decided to leave Joe's and not go back up there.I'm not going to put up with the bullshit that comes with it.I still like hanging out with a lot of the people up there but there some things I just can't handle,such as someone tring to hurt me on purpose,when all I've ever done was loved them.It will be hard for me to to tear myself away from someone I care about so much,but it would just hurt me more if I stayed.So, I will let go and try not to look back but I will always love you............