somehow we will make it

[annihilatedstar]

gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
there is a pretty little kitty sleeping on my lap as i type. and blake is waitin to play halo so i need to get off the comp soon.

im so happy.
so so so so happy.
did you know that?

but only when i forget.
then i remember
and my
short
choppy
sentences of thoughts
come tumbling back into my head
and i can't help but wiggle away into something
that i can't explain
because i just keep smiling to you
smile
smile
smile
fucking smile

if you love me. hold me. love to hold me. hold love. love.

i need new diaries, mine have been confiscated and read.
dear thoughts now trapped inside my head, please don't cause a breakdown anytime soon. thanks

i have plans to see a movie with matt jackson cuz he needs friends down here. alright i need a nap. oh i leave tomorry to fort hood for state. woot.