honestly, this is how its going down, i asked you specifically in various emails NOT to talk about dave and/or rachel. however you continued to IM me with "oh i know you dont want to talk about it BUT....dave did this and this and said this and that". the only thing that i am asking of you is to NOT talk to me about dave and/or rachel. i would like to talk to you outside of venting and crying but not if all we can talk about is dave. alright? yeah youre on block right now but it doesnt matter because im hardly ever online. right now is NOT a good time, im trying to get applications sent in to med school, i am very very far behind. im sorry i didnt return your calls.
I'm pretty good about retaining emails, and I didn't get those. I got the one about the party...
You had asked me about what was going on with Rachel, I was replying back to your inquiry when I found out later.
I don't save IMs that don't get responded to, but I've been IMing you about "hey, do you wanna hang out?" "did you find out how you did?" "how you hanging in there?" etc.
Sorry if I came off like that, sometimes unreturned phonecalls and whatnot make me anxious and put me on the defensive.
Trust me, if I can talk to Rachel almost everyday (via comments and emails) and avoid bringing up Dave, it shouldn't be a problem with you (and I know you don't want to hear about her...I'm referring to her as an example, nothing more).
Applications are a bitch. Felt like a fulltime job to me.
Ick...teh awkwardness. I'm going to go crawl back into my cave.
There is a 60% chance that when I brought up "Rachel" I was referring to another Rachel. I am close friends with two others and an acquaintance to one.
I can't recall completely, so I can't say. I apologize again.
its alright, just right now im on edge and ready to jump down ANYBODYS throat. i got ONE IM from you about "how it went" and i actually dont know why i didnt respond. but like ive said, i havent been on AIM very much at all. im super busy. like i even need to explain that to you, youre the QUEEN of busy bee-dom =) things will get better. just right now, i hate everyone. not really but... i need time to myself.
I noticed something funny today on the way to the forum...
You have me listed as a "friend" on lj, but have me blocked on AIM and won't return my phone calls.
So...am I only useful when you want someone to vent and cry to and otherwise you don't want to know me?
I hate passive-aggressive behavior. Please explain to me what the f*** is up before I start making assumptions.
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im sorry i didnt return your calls.
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I'm pretty good about retaining emails, and I didn't get those. I got the one about the party...
You had asked me about what was going on with Rachel, I was replying back to your inquiry when I found out later.
I don't save IMs that don't get responded to, but I've been IMing you about "hey, do you wanna hang out?" "did you find out how you did?" "how you hanging in there?" etc.
Sorry if I came off like that, sometimes unreturned phonecalls and whatnot make me anxious and put me on the defensive.
Trust me, if I can talk to Rachel almost everyday (via comments and emails) and avoid bringing up Dave, it shouldn't be a problem with you (and I know you don't want to hear about her...I'm referring to her as an example, nothing more).
Applications are a bitch. Felt like a fulltime job to me.
Ick...teh awkwardness. I'm going to go crawl back into my cave.
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There is a 60% chance that when I brought up "Rachel" I was referring to another Rachel. I am close friends with two others and an acquaintance to one.
I can't recall completely, so I can't say. I apologize again.
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Come find me when you have more time, I won't seek you out.
If I don't hear from you after finals though, ima start to spect sumthin.
I'm putting it in my phone to call you May 11th and holler, "WAZZUP!"
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