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I'm in love with a boy i can't have.
not love love to the Nth degree, but the stage of love and desire
i only know and ADMIT this because;
*I have felt so since i have met him
*It only grows every time he looks at me
*I restrain myself off of his face at times overcome by pure warmth
* and i have tried ferociously to forget it and get over it and i cannot and know i will not
I really have tried. I really am trying.
but its hard when my conscience longing to get over him, is wildly outshone by my epic unconscious desire to be with him.
Sucks!
But life is great! will be slightly more lonely with erica having left me today. I forget the necessity of ears and arms. she makes my life sweeter. But only 13/14 days till i am surrounded again with unfiltered love. twill be great!
not love love to the Nth degree, but the stage of love and desire
i only know and ADMIT this because;
*I have felt so since i have met him
*It only grows every time he looks at me
*I restrain myself off of his face at times overcome by pure warmth
* and i have tried ferociously to forget it and get over it and i cannot and know i will not
I really have tried. I really am trying.
but its hard when my conscience longing to get over him, is wildly outshone by my epic unconscious desire to be with him.
Sucks!
But life is great! will be slightly more lonely with erica having left me today. I forget the necessity of ears and arms. she makes my life sweeter. But only 13/14 days till i am surrounded again with unfiltered love. twill be great!