He's insane!
He must be to have pulled that little stunt tonight. God, I don't believe he was actually going to announce his marriage to her while he's still married to me!
But for some reason he didn't.
Although I was quite relieved, I felt bad for Miranda. And how dare he put her in that position?! More than once I was tempted to haul her from the room to someplace quiet and private so that we could have a good cry together. Had we not been playing tug of war with the same man, I would have.
I can't help but admire her. even though I almost wish she'd disappear off the face of the earth Dear God... as humiliating as it must have been for her, she carried herself with grace and dignity through out that whole miserable evening.
And Gabe... I could almost hate him for what he did to her. I'll never hate him though, no matter what he does.
Regardless, my selfish side reared its ugly head and I began to hope that he'd made his decision. He was leaving her. He realized that his first duty - and his love - are to me, which is why he didn't announce his engagement.
I suppose I'm happy - thrilled even... I just wish that he wouldn't have hurt her like that in front of everyone.
She's better off without him though. Loving Gabe is as much pain as it is pleasure. He hates hurting anyone, and yet he does it again and again and again. No one he's ever loved has managed to escape his inadvertant torment. But I'm used to it, and love him enough to let that love overcome any heartache he might cause.
Kyle is spending the night again. I'm not sure why, but I think he needs me as much as I need him. We've always been there for each other, comforting each other when Gabe blows through and does his damage.
I hope tomorrow will bring the sun from the clouds, and Gabe's storm will be over.
But for some reason he didn't.
Although I was quite relieved, I felt bad for Miranda. And how dare he put her in that position?! More than once I was tempted to haul her from the room to someplace quiet and private so that we could have a good cry together. Had we not been playing tug of war with the same man, I would have.
I can't help but admire her. even though I almost wish she'd disappear off the face of the earth Dear God... as humiliating as it must have been for her, she carried herself with grace and dignity through out that whole miserable evening.
And Gabe... I could almost hate him for what he did to her. I'll never hate him though, no matter what he does.
Regardless, my selfish side reared its ugly head and I began to hope that he'd made his decision. He was leaving her. He realized that his first duty - and his love - are to me, which is why he didn't announce his engagement.
I suppose I'm happy - thrilled even... I just wish that he wouldn't have hurt her like that in front of everyone.
She's better off without him though. Loving Gabe is as much pain as it is pleasure. He hates hurting anyone, and yet he does it again and again and again. No one he's ever loved has managed to escape his inadvertant torment. But I'm used to it, and love him enough to let that love overcome any heartache he might cause.
Kyle is spending the night again. I'm not sure why, but I think he needs me as much as I need him. We've always been there for each other, comforting each other when Gabe blows through and does his damage.
I hope tomorrow will bring the sun from the clouds, and Gabe's storm will be over.