Apr 25, 2006 16:18
Countless
The moments I would kill to keep this day away, away
I see it coming after all the worst of me would fall
I take it like it’s coming from my greatest enemy
Make this now or never
See it on my face I’m getting over you
I’m getting over you
The place it takes me now
Well is it far enough
I’m getting over you
Make this now or never
-clip from "over you" by acceptance
so today i've dropped one love, still stuck on another.
today... i am indifferent. i am happy but i am sad. in a good mood, but in a bad mood. I am perfectly fine with this too. I've given up on one love, that has been with me for some time. But recently became very heavy. I'm glad its off my shoulders. I could see it in his eyes, there was no hope. Which I am fine with. But i'm still stuck on the other one because well... there IS something there. And I am not afraid to say it. Last night i had a revelation. I hate who I have become. But at this very moment. I dont. I love it. I am more vocal about what I want, and how I feel. Which makes me feel alot better. I have alot more ideas, and alot more reality set in stone. This book I am reading, really is putting my whole life into persepctive. Its making me realize, hey... that IS you. that WILL be you. I am very excited for what life holds for me. I just want everything to happen now. I hate waiting. This time inbetween everything is what kills me.
I am spending ALL weekend with MISS MOSH. and I am UNBELIEVABLY excited. We have SO much planned. Monty friday nigth. Working with Miss Mosh, && the COLINS PARTY saturday night. and work on sunday. so this weekend is seriously guna be exciting.
like. I am SOOOOO ansty. I HATE WAITING. GAHHHHHHH.
once the summer comes, jessica will hopefully be moved in, and our adventures will begin. Hmmm... so we decided we are going to write a book. A tale of all our adventures. so... expect clips from that to be posted in here. You may not believe me now. Or ever. but... One day.. I WILL BE FAMOUS. This is just the beginning. Keep an eye out for Miss Murder and Miss Mosh. We will be taking over the world. One band at a time.