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its weird how like the people you always giave advice to, and helped when they were in hard times, can start be such a bitch and make you feel so low. i dont think they do it on purpose cause everyone is just trying to find there place and their own group and i guess they are just looking out for themselfs, but now like when i need them to help look after me,cause i looked after them, they dont want to. or something. and like they think little things they say, wont effect you at all, and its like, they slowing want to bring you down, so finaly they can be better than you are. like they wanna get back at you? or i dont even know what im talking about anymore. i just feel like shit.
and like you go the extra mile to find your place and you like are kicked out of it. like your not even there or something. like what did i miss??
does anyone get it? i cant really say anything else cause i dont want this person, people, whatever, to get mad at me cause they i guess didnt really know anything.
god i need to stop rambling.
but other than from the time i got home, today was SUPPERRR good. except we disected pigs. but STILL it was good. dont know why..
hm lifes weird.
and like you go the extra mile to find your place and you like are kicked out of it. like your not even there or something. like what did i miss??
does anyone get it? i cant really say anything else cause i dont want this person, people, whatever, to get mad at me cause they i guess didnt really know anything.
god i need to stop rambling.
but other than from the time i got home, today was SUPPERRR good. except we disected pigs. but STILL it was good. dont know why..
hm lifes weird.