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lol. i just realized that my new icon looks like melissa. Hahaha.
Awesome. Melissa, youre a hot naked vintage...girl swinging *nod*.
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anyway.
I went shopping yesterday with kindra and christian. I bought jordyn a rat. it's so cool.
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Today I finally went to see my grandma in the hospital. She got a triple bipass and two new valves in her heart on Thursday. It was so painful to see her laying in her bed with tubes running into her, her face and hands all swolen, barely able to talk or stay awake for more than three minutes.
Geez, so weird. She's so strong though.
It's really weird emotional for me. I just need to cry really hard.
It's so odd how when little things go wrong, i can bawl like a baby for hours, but when someone very important is going through all this pain, no tears come. my eyes well up, and that's the end. But, it's such a big deal. I don't know. it's just been a really weird day.
Awesome. Melissa, youre a hot naked vintage...girl swinging *nod*.
..............
anyway.
I went shopping yesterday with kindra and christian. I bought jordyn a rat. it's so cool.
...........
Today I finally went to see my grandma in the hospital. She got a triple bipass and two new valves in her heart on Thursday. It was so painful to see her laying in her bed with tubes running into her, her face and hands all swolen, barely able to talk or stay awake for more than three minutes.
Geez, so weird. She's so strong though.
It's really weird emotional for me. I just need to cry really hard.
It's so odd how when little things go wrong, i can bawl like a baby for hours, but when someone very important is going through all this pain, no tears come. my eyes well up, and that's the end. But, it's such a big deal. I don't know. it's just been a really weird day.