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It feels like a Tuesday. Not a weekend.
Tonight I was watching part of this show, i THINK it was called "life with bonnie" anyway, there was a clip when The lady and her husband were in bed talking, and they just said something cute and non-important that was SO cute. It was just a small thing that would happen all the time, but small nonimportant stuff is hardly ever on shows or TV. I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking. Oh well.
I got to spend some Christian-time tonight, for the first time in like a week. It was nice. I can't wait for tomorrow...HEADNOISE like whoa. HOPEFULLY I can get out of work on time to at least catch them. I'll be little miss piss face otherwise. Gah.
Today in Art Design, we went to the art museum, when we were driving back, I saw Joe coming out of the frenthal, got super excied and screamed at him. Those lucky brats at Cloud9. I hope they have a good time.:)
I received a letter from Jenni (from Germany) today. How exciting. Woo.
I'm very emotional right now. Just not...right. I'm going through this stage where random small things that shouldn't be important just "STAB" me and my eyes just well up with tears, and...gahh. I get all stressed out. it's really annoying. I can be really happy and laughing, next thing I know I'm deep in thought with tears running down my face. All day. GRR!
Like today, Christian and I were at my house and I was taking off my shirt (i had a tanktop underneath) and he went to say "You wear 1500 layers," or SOMETHING like that, but he kinda slipped and said "you weigh 1500..." and the tears just came. I know he didn't mean it, and loves me for who I am, skinny, or NOT, but gee, that's such a weird sensitive subject for me as much as I hate it to be. And This is going to sound all whiny, but the people who are supposed to be there for me,. helping me with this problem I have, suddenly don't care or ask me about it now. I duno. It hurts. GAHH. No one feel bad for me or anything, I'm just being whiny. :(
Gosh. I need someone to sleep with. That would make me much happier. <3<3<3<3<3<3
Tonight I was watching part of this show, i THINK it was called "life with bonnie" anyway, there was a clip when The lady and her husband were in bed talking, and they just said something cute and non-important that was SO cute. It was just a small thing that would happen all the time, but small nonimportant stuff is hardly ever on shows or TV. I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking. Oh well.
I got to spend some Christian-time tonight, for the first time in like a week. It was nice. I can't wait for tomorrow...HEADNOISE like whoa. HOPEFULLY I can get out of work on time to at least catch them. I'll be little miss piss face otherwise. Gah.
Today in Art Design, we went to the art museum, when we were driving back, I saw Joe coming out of the frenthal, got super excied and screamed at him. Those lucky brats at Cloud9. I hope they have a good time.:)
I received a letter from Jenni (from Germany) today. How exciting. Woo.
I'm very emotional right now. Just not...right. I'm going through this stage where random small things that shouldn't be important just "STAB" me and my eyes just well up with tears, and...gahh. I get all stressed out. it's really annoying. I can be really happy and laughing, next thing I know I'm deep in thought with tears running down my face. All day. GRR!
Like today, Christian and I were at my house and I was taking off my shirt (i had a tanktop underneath) and he went to say "You wear 1500 layers," or SOMETHING like that, but he kinda slipped and said "you weigh 1500..." and the tears just came. I know he didn't mean it, and loves me for who I am, skinny, or NOT, but gee, that's such a weird sensitive subject for me as much as I hate it to be. And This is going to sound all whiny, but the people who are supposed to be there for me,. helping me with this problem I have, suddenly don't care or ask me about it now. I duno. It hurts. GAHH. No one feel bad for me or anything, I'm just being whiny. :(
Gosh. I need someone to sleep with. That would make me much happier. <3<3<3<3<3<3