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Last nite was so dissapointing. I don't even want to go into details. I'm just a wreck right now. Not about last night, kinda about everything. I have been super down for like a few weeks now. EVERYTHING is going. not myway. and just...stuff...I don't even think CHristian has realized how depressed-like I am, and I'm around him all the time. This isn't me. I need...I duno...I need something.