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Nick has been bugging me to update even though my life is boring and meaningless at this point.
*I cannot find a job anywhere. One for the holiday season would be great. I have filled out mall apps and nothing is happening. I am frustrated and broke.
* I am student teaching at Bates Elementary School in Woodhaven. I have a fifth grade class and my supervisor is a man.YUCK. He seems nice I guess. I have to teach social studies three times a day to all the fifth grade classes, plus reading and spelling and math. NO SCIENCE!! But no English either :(
* My 23rd birthday is exactly a month from today!
* Everyone is getting married and I don't have a boyfriend :(
* My friends have been bugging the crap out of me. All they want to do is drink and get drunk. We never do stuff like shop or go to the movies. Plus, I think I am just getting older, but everyone seems so fake and shallow to me. All they care about is the latest fashion or what they look like.
* All I do is homework, read, and watch t.v.
* I have been trying really hard to lose 30 lbs. I feel fat all the time. I run for 40 minutes everyday. It gets cold outside. People yell dirty things at me. I don't care. I don't smoke anymore. I barely drink.
* My sister and I are majorly fighting. We haven't spoken in over a week. Our car rides up to school are driven in utter silence.
Angie just told me she thinks I am depressed....
*I cannot find a job anywhere. One for the holiday season would be great. I have filled out mall apps and nothing is happening. I am frustrated and broke.
* I am student teaching at Bates Elementary School in Woodhaven. I have a fifth grade class and my supervisor is a man.YUCK. He seems nice I guess. I have to teach social studies three times a day to all the fifth grade classes, plus reading and spelling and math. NO SCIENCE!! But no English either :(
* My 23rd birthday is exactly a month from today!
* Everyone is getting married and I don't have a boyfriend :(
* My friends have been bugging the crap out of me. All they want to do is drink and get drunk. We never do stuff like shop or go to the movies. Plus, I think I am just getting older, but everyone seems so fake and shallow to me. All they care about is the latest fashion or what they look like.
* All I do is homework, read, and watch t.v.
* I have been trying really hard to lose 30 lbs. I feel fat all the time. I run for 40 minutes everyday. It gets cold outside. People yell dirty things at me. I don't care. I don't smoke anymore. I barely drink.
* My sister and I are majorly fighting. We haven't spoken in over a week. Our car rides up to school are driven in utter silence.
Angie just told me she thinks I am depressed....