sunday schumday
yay! no work for baby tomorrow. thanks martin!
i've been the laziest person alive lately. i do what i have to -- work, sleep, eat, shower, brush teeth, et al. -- but i seriously don't feel like doing anything these days. i just feel like one big ball of apathy, well... maybe not apathy, something more like play dough, perhaps.
today, i tried to go to work because i wanted to finish all this stuff, but the train wasn't running, so that didn't happen. instead, i took a long walk around my neighborhood while the snow was falling. snow is so pretty. i love it. except, it snowed right after it rained, so it all turned to slush on the ground, which is quite dangerous! all those old italian men and women -- i feared for their safety!
i've been thinking about my social life lately. it's seriously lacking, but that's nothing new. i'm just a more solitary person and enjoy spending time by myself, but it's really not very healthy. i feel like i should be meeting more people and going out more. i think esme put it aptly and succintly with this conversation we had today:
me: i bought yarn today.
esme: great. you're so weird.
me: why? what's weird about buying yarn? i knit.
esme: because you buy yarn to facilitate not meeting new people!
and, sadly. i guess she is partly right. it's just, i feel like i'm the odd (wo)man out in this town. i'm relatively young, which means i should ENJOY going out and meeting new people. i should be kissing boys. getting drunk. partake in lewd behavior. but, i'm not like that and i never have and i never will. there have to be smart, creative, funny, mature-for-their-age people out there! although, as my roommate said: "yeah, they're probably home knitting, too, though."
bah.
and
because i'm sleepie, and because i'm just feeling like it, here are a few things that irk me:
1. noise pollution (sirens, loud motorcycles, car alarms)
2. unsanitary objects on top of kitchen counters (shoes, animals, things that have been on the ground)
3. boys
4. getting home really late and deciding whether to brush my teeth or not and then just end-up eating more and going to bed.
i've been the laziest person alive lately. i do what i have to -- work, sleep, eat, shower, brush teeth, et al. -- but i seriously don't feel like doing anything these days. i just feel like one big ball of apathy, well... maybe not apathy, something more like play dough, perhaps.
today, i tried to go to work because i wanted to finish all this stuff, but the train wasn't running, so that didn't happen. instead, i took a long walk around my neighborhood while the snow was falling. snow is so pretty. i love it. except, it snowed right after it rained, so it all turned to slush on the ground, which is quite dangerous! all those old italian men and women -- i feared for their safety!
i've been thinking about my social life lately. it's seriously lacking, but that's nothing new. i'm just a more solitary person and enjoy spending time by myself, but it's really not very healthy. i feel like i should be meeting more people and going out more. i think esme put it aptly and succintly with this conversation we had today:
me: i bought yarn today.
esme: great. you're so weird.
me: why? what's weird about buying yarn? i knit.
esme: because you buy yarn to facilitate not meeting new people!
and, sadly. i guess she is partly right. it's just, i feel like i'm the odd (wo)man out in this town. i'm relatively young, which means i should ENJOY going out and meeting new people. i should be kissing boys. getting drunk. partake in lewd behavior. but, i'm not like that and i never have and i never will. there have to be smart, creative, funny, mature-for-their-age people out there! although, as my roommate said: "yeah, they're probably home knitting, too, though."
bah.
and
because i'm sleepie, and because i'm just feeling like it, here are a few things that irk me:
1. noise pollution (sirens, loud motorcycles, car alarms)
2. unsanitary objects on top of kitchen counters (shoes, animals, things that have been on the ground)
3. boys
4. getting home really late and deciding whether to brush my teeth or not and then just end-up eating more and going to bed.