Hey Duuuuudes

Dec 21, 2004 18:47

So i just got this Live journal thing. Everyone kept telling me that i should get one and i got really depressed and bored today so i did. Yesterday was really fun. I hung out with Jenny and Gen and Callie and we drove around and tried to go bowling but the people at leilani are gay little ass fuckers and so we went to beth's cafe which i decided is the new cool place to be. yah we were really really cool and i tried to get out of the car when we were still driving and now all my clothes smell like smokey smoke.
It's Claires birthday today! Woop Woop. I'm really glad she's still alive after last night to live for it, by the way. lol. She came over and we danced around to Lean Back and Lose my Breath. HAHA yah we rock. i gave her the best present she has ever gotten in her mother fucking life: a purple fairy journal. hehe. yah she showed me more of her dance team dances and they are really cool and i wish i could dance good too. we spent like 6 hours looking up drugs and the effects they have on your body. yah we got really scared. hahahahaha. When she left I got really bored and mad because casey and gen are at the nutcracker and its this whole family affair and im not there. so now im listening to "right here right now" by jesus jones.
Hmm I'm really pissed because my mom said that I could get my nose pierced like 2 weeks ago and now shes telling me that its ugly and "freakalish" and if i get it she will ground me and make me take it out. what a bitch.
OOOOh i like this song! "Shes a bad mama jama!" my room is really messy but i really dont want to go clean it. oh whatever. OMG i KEEP getting texted by oscar and jose Jeeezuz they never stop. umm im really thinking that gen and casey like eachother better than me. its making me really really sad. i love them so flippin much i dont think i would have my insanity without them.
i really dont know why but lately my mom has been being the biggest douche bag ever and she used to be the cool fun mom that everyone liked but now shes a bitch all the time and today she like kicked claires chair and shes mean to gen all the time. Its one thing if shes mean to me but to my friends?! come on now. whatev im just gonna try to make her go to counceling. yah so we STILL dont have a xmas tree and this is so far a really bad xmas and im getting annoyed. i've been doing all the xmas activities at gen's house like last night i helped put up their tree and it was very nice. i dont know why i cant just be happy with my life and be thankful for everything that i have but all ive been thinking about lately is how poor and pathetic we are. i bet everyone is sick of hearing me bitch about it and im getting sick of it myslef. this is the most stressful season already but this is just topping it off. ahh i was gonna say something but my short term memory loss is kicking in. FUCK WHAT WAS IT?! ahh thats sooooo annoying. ok this it the longest mother fucking entry ever so i should probly stop soon. AHHHH. ok. BYE!

PS. everyone should watch the movie SPUN and everyone should go see National Treasure. BEST MOVIE EVER.

wow that felt good...
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