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first off, i am just in an extremly negative mood and i need toi get it all out...so don't even bother reading this because it's only me venting...
nick's in chicago and that sucks really bad, and it's even worse because when he calls me he can only talk for like 2 mins because the reception is all jacked up. secondly, i had to work today and i woke up feeling sick and i still feel sick. my throat and head hurt, i have a fever and i'm CRABBY!
the day after tomorrow is the 4th of july and i don't want to do anything. why did my grandpa have to die? why did grandma move away? why won't my parents take me to a family function like the old days? more and more often i feel as though i have no family left that cares. everyone is fighting and i hate it! ooh my God....i don't even want to talk about what i just found out. i need to talk to someone. my knees are shaking and my stomach keeps turning.
i was going to write more about my birthday but that doesn't even seem important anymore. God, make it not true...
nick's in chicago and that sucks really bad, and it's even worse because when he calls me he can only talk for like 2 mins because the reception is all jacked up. secondly, i had to work today and i woke up feeling sick and i still feel sick. my throat and head hurt, i have a fever and i'm CRABBY!
the day after tomorrow is the 4th of july and i don't want to do anything. why did my grandpa have to die? why did grandma move away? why won't my parents take me to a family function like the old days? more and more often i feel as though i have no family left that cares. everyone is fighting and i hate it! ooh my God....i don't even want to talk about what i just found out. i need to talk to someone. my knees are shaking and my stomach keeps turning.
i was going to write more about my birthday but that doesn't even seem important anymore. God, make it not true...