god damnit. i didn't used to be such a bitch. what the hell happened?

Jul 01, 2005 23:40

this is the "fine print" or disclaimer or whatever you want to call this shit. i don't want to explain this or talk about it. assume nothing. none of this is directed toward you. just assume that and you'll be fine. don't be curious because i don't care. don't read it and shut it. or read it and shut it. doesn't matter to me. k then.

Relationships are like the tides. Slowly drifting in and out.....dragging us with the undertow.......closer and further away from different people at different times in life.

Went to the Greenhills festival. Saw lots of cool people there yep. Hung out with Tess, Alyse, and Jane mostly -- saw Colby and Wyatt there but didn't really talk to them that much I guess. It was kind of awkward I guess. Yep saw Riley Bread there also aww I wanna hang out with her soon. Yeap we also saw Ash, Courtney, Niki, and Carrie there. They're some cool girls. And I saw Kelly...and Wiehe...and ANNA Davis! yay and Heather too!...and Becca and Wes...and Laura...and Robert Landrum...and a husky. lol and some other people. I forget. Oh Liz too. She's funny lol. Okay so that's fun.

I worked today. Filed some papers and shit. Invoices and work orders. Fun stuff. I missed the second half of Ellen for that lol. But I got to eat with Tracey, Beth, and Jamie. That was enjoyable.

Got a new cell phone also. If you know me then ask me on AIM or something because I'm not posting it for creepy people to find =0

Just replied to dave's email. he's a nice guy eh I haven't actually talked to him in a while. yep. so that's my exciting life. e-mailing! woooooooooooooooooo XD

I have ASCHE TO ASCHE in my head. Or however you spell it. Ya know, that Rammstein song.

My fucking media player thing on here isn't working though so I'm a little angry because I need music.

Okay so bye.

EDIT///
asked another friend what they think :

(00:22:59) me: HEY lol let me get your opinion on something
(00:23:10) me: okay so colby and I are at kings' island
(00:23:38) friend: right
(00:23:38) me: and there is a little boy and his older sister (he's around 7 or 8 and she's around 12 or 13) who are sitting in the seat in front of us on Adventure Express
(00:23:49) me: and there are older people behind us being annoying and loud
(00:24:00) me: about halfway through the ride Colby turns around and yells SHUT THE FUCK UP!
(00:24:06) friend: lol
(00:24:09) me: but kind of ends up yelling it in the kids ears lol
(00:24:25) me: is there something wrong with that or do you think it's okay to cuss around kids?
(00:24:44) me: because it is pretty much a kids' ride so kids are expected to be around, right?
(00:24:52) friend: yea
(00:25:26) me: so what do you think?
(00:25:55) friend: i dont think its THAT big of a deal but like i dont condone it anything
(00:26:03) friend: specially on kiddy ride,s or any ride
(00:26:15) friend: i dont do swearing loud in public front of kids
(00:26:15) friend: lol
(00:26:35) friend: yeah
(00:26:40) me: me neither lol
(00:26:55) friend: but my friend does it all the time so i dunno
(00:26:55) friemd: lol
(00:27:58) me: yeah

i dunno in my opinion that's just being bad with kids. that's just my opinion. many people condone cussing around children. just not my style i guess. yup.

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bleh i have to go to church tomorrow i think. and i don't even know what i'm doing if i even am doing anything after it. who knows anyway. it's weird when people start acting differently around you, ya know? i hate that. shoot me plz

edit again//////////////////////////

ok i said this already but seriously.
i hate
when
people
change
around
other
people.
some
people
i
even
expected
a
lot
more
than
that
from
them.
but
they
just
change
in
crowds
like
e
v
e
r
y
b
o
d
y
else.
maybe
the
one
that
i
know
when
it's
just
the
two
of
us
isn't
the
real
one.
who
knows
anymore
these
days.
damn.
also
i
hate
when
people
that
are
close
to
me
insult
certain
things
about
other
people
that
are
close
to
me.
especially
when
i
start
to
worry
that
they
are
correct.

i'm this close || to giving up.

oh yeah and i hate when people are pussies about sharing feelings. fuckin sissies just speak the fuck up or just don't have feelings at all. oh wait maybe you don't! HA! sorry

this is the "fine print" or disclaimer or whatever you want to call this shit. i don't want to explain this or talk about it. assume nothing. none of this is directed toward you. just assume that and you'll be fine. don't be curious because i don't care. don't read it and shut it. or read it and shut it. doesn't matter to me. k bye
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