So Lost, So Confused...

Sep 17, 2005 19:12

Well, I am currently trying to find another job. My boss went from wonderful to absolutely horrible. I can't even begin to tell you the shitty things he's said to me and about me to other people. And I LOVE this job. The people I work with are (mainly) nice, and customers are just great and the job is easy.
I'm looking for a job where I can show my tattoos, color my hair, get piercings, and NOT BE FUCKING SUPRESSED!!!
DON'T FUCKING SUPPRESS ME ANYMORE, MOTHER FUCKERS!!!
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Lately I've been feeling like shit because I've seem to have lost myself. I keep getting people telling me how mean I am, I'm gaining weight (which is beyond me, I haven't changed ANYTHING), I'm loosing friend (to hang out with) and my personal life just fucking sucks.
In a month, I'll be moving into some apartments in south Sac but all I wanna do is move back home. I miss living at home and I just hate being on my own. Relationships are fucking shitty and I don't feel like cleaning up after my boss or my boyfriend, like my boss keeps FUCKING telling people.
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I have this project to do in one of my anthro. classes (I'm doing it on the people that go to The Rage on Sunday nights) and I posted some questions on the website and no ones really answered yet.
That kinda hurts me feelings.
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I'm stressed about school. I have Glen and my parents telling me to be an animal behaviorist major. I have my Phys. Anthro. teacher telling me to be an anthro. major. I have my Humanities teacher telling me that animal behavioral and anthropology can aid me in BEING a Humanities major. Then I have Al telling me to do what makes me happy, which is the best advice I've gotten, but what if nothing makes you happy?
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