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I am so upset and pissed off about the 'plans' for this weekend...fuck...I might as well not even go...
Well, I guess I have more to deal with then just this shit with the family...thank God this event will only be a weekend...I have different things to figure out, though...
I have to figure out if Glen is sincere about his supposed feelings for me. He makes me suspicious...well then, everyone makes me suspicious...I hate compliments...hate 'em
Then, if you know me well enough, you how I feel about children...most of the time I feel like reaching up into myself, yanking out my uterus, throwing it down on the ground, and doing the Hokey Pokey on it...but that may be just me.
So, that said, most of my dreams lately are of me pregnant or with my kids out (notice the plural there? KIDS). Like, for example, one night I had a dream of me actually fighting with my child and my signifigant other...and I woke up wishing that was real. Not the fight, but the family...not to say I want my family to be dysfuntional..well, I guess you know what I mean. I've also had dreams of being in labor, putting up with sick children and also putting up with teenagers...what is my problem?
I'm only 21 and Glen says it's my biological clock ticking...die Glen...die.
Well, I guess I have more to deal with then just this shit with the family...thank God this event will only be a weekend...I have different things to figure out, though...
So, that said, most of my dreams lately are of me pregnant or with my kids out (notice the plural there? KIDS). Like, for example, one night I had a dream of me actually fighting with my child and my signifigant other...and I woke up wishing that was real. Not the fight, but the family...not to say I want my family to be dysfuntional..well, I guess you know what I mean. I've also had dreams of being in labor, putting up with sick children and also putting up with teenagers...what is my problem?
I'm only 21 and Glen says it's my biological clock ticking...die Glen...die.