Feb 19, 2006 12:23
Today the wind chill is something like 5. Thursday it was something like 60. WTF???
Well, I survived the week being the primary caregiver (the PM shift) Damn, my mom can eat. It was exhausting just watching her. At least she still has an appetite. Now, if I can just find mine. I think I lost 5 lbs this week and my stomach is crap. Full of crap and that's no lie ;)
My friend, who cancelled our NYC trip, is going to Miami for a week with her hubby. I can't put a guilt trip on her but I'm really pissed. Sometimes I wonder if she cancelled because of me. But, that would be self centered, wouldn't it. I just get that feeling. I called her on it but she denied it, of course. I'm hoping for next month after my birthday.
The Olympics suck. I just can't get into curling. Maybe the women's figure skating will liven things up.
I ran into my ex again and he still looks hideous. How could I have been with him. feh.
This time he had the nerve to ask me out. Hell no, I won't go!!!!!!! I'd rather stay home and watch curling.
My mind is filled with too many thoughts...good and bad. I need to clean the brain cells. Otherwise I'll go nuts............well nuttier.
Must..................go...............get................some..........food.
((hugs))