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well as of bout an hour ago me and pj finished.to cut a long story short the past week i av not felt like it was going well n contemplated finishing it. he doesnt call me as much anymore and last time i called him on sat he says he was very busy thats why i hadnt heard from him. well i called him on sat and then on sun i was really upset n needed to talk to him so i text him sayin to call me as i was in tears n needed him. HE NEVER CALLED. then i was still upset on mon so did same. HE NEVER CALLED. so spoek to few mates n they said wot i shud do is leave him to call me. so i did that til tonite n then thought fuck this i wanna have it out wi him. called him up n he had loads of excuses for not callin sayin hes been at work from 6am to 6pm so comes hom has tea n goes straight to bed. i went and said well it takes few mins to call me to say hope ur ok i love u. but nooooo he didnt. so in end he gets annoyed at me n it makes me think why am i doing this so i say i am not havin a relationship if its me always callin u. so its over n he goes ok then n so i hand up. what a wanker is all i can say.
tbh i av been bit upset i ended up in tears few mins ago. i love him thats why its soo hurtful. I couldnt have carried on with him the way it was goin. I av been very very depressed lately n never really told anyone. I just had had enough with it all and its sorta a relief its over as i spent all my time cryin over how much i miised n loved him etc. gonna go cry into my pillow for a bit now bye xxx
tbh i av been bit upset i ended up in tears few mins ago. i love him thats why its soo hurtful. I couldnt have carried on with him the way it was goin. I av been very very depressed lately n never really told anyone. I just had had enough with it all and its sorta a relief its over as i spent all my time cryin over how much i miised n loved him etc. gonna go cry into my pillow for a bit now bye xxx