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[anni_is_a_bear]

i have another journals besides this one. i've been writing in it frequently because i have a lot more time now. i started this journal last year around this time. the notebook is entitled "letters to whom they may concern!"

this is on a page to "to the sudden urge to write to you whoever you may be"
i started writing to them and then "existentialism on prom night" by straylight run came on my direct tv music channel came on so i started writing down the lryics then i wrote something i titled paragraph:untiled

i am not a poet neither am i a writer
i have nothing to call myself
shall you categorize me?
put me in a place in which i should belong?
stick me there;lock me up
leave me within this
to rot. to bleed. to decay.
and live no more.......
for the world MUST be HAPPY
without me!
should it?
does it matter?
do i matter? who decides upon this?
i wish to EXPRESS myself in
thoughts that dwell within my box
but.....
i am not a poet neither am i a writer