we all need a lil vacation
I simply can't...I simply can't believe that I'm living this life sometimes. It's so sereal, then it's hardcore emotional and I jump back into this crazy mixed up world. Without situations like that we wouldn't appreciate the good ones, but I just find myself at a loss sometimes.
It's different when people applaud you on all this good stuff you've done and this "good" person that you are, and deep down you ask yourself what are they thinking? I can pretend that I'm this way that you preceive me, but honestly if you only knew. If you only knew that somehow I pull myself together everyday and try to deal with it all. I want to be so amazed - and well I am - but at the same time I feel like I deserve nothing of it.
what did I do to even be considered?
I think Concordia needs to work on this fall break thing as in having one...b/c we're all in need of it...
It's different when people applaud you on all this good stuff you've done and this "good" person that you are, and deep down you ask yourself what are they thinking? I can pretend that I'm this way that you preceive me, but honestly if you only knew. If you only knew that somehow I pull myself together everyday and try to deal with it all. I want to be so amazed - and well I am - but at the same time I feel like I deserve nothing of it.
what did I do to even be considered?
I think Concordia needs to work on this fall break thing as in having one...b/c we're all in need of it...