what happened?
so i think i reached my limit...i reached the point where i said i would never end up. i slept through class today. it's not just that, it's everything behind the reason i was sleeping and never woke up. it was all the things that i said i would do and for the most part wanted to do, that caught up with me. i'm done. well i say that, but then i'll start right back up again. something has got to give, i can't wake up at 6:30 am every morning and not go to bed until 2:30 am and still remain the person i'm set out to be.
i need balance in something, and right now it's God. i think following Him has become one more thing i strive to do in my half caffeine infiltrated awake hours - and that's horrible.
it's something that needs to change. it's my goal this week.
...different note...i also can't get over how amazing my friends are. seriously i question sometimes why they still talk to me, and they're there with open arms to just be there. wow God.
i need balance in something, and right now it's God. i think following Him has become one more thing i strive to do in my half caffeine infiltrated awake hours - and that's horrible.
it's something that needs to change. it's my goal this week.
...different note...i also can't get over how amazing my friends are. seriously i question sometimes why they still talk to me, and they're there with open arms to just be there. wow God.