*sigh*
So tomorrow, I am going to this formal dinner for the Phi Kaps. With this kid named Matt. Nice kid...that thought it was gonna be a date. I told him I would only go as his friend, and now it's gonna be weird. I can already tell that it's gonna be weird. Other than writing me a message to let me know what time he's picking me up, he hasn't talked to me at all since he asked me to go with him. And now I'm really second guessing myself, and thinking that I should've just told him no. I can't back out now, but I really want to. I think, maybe, that I'm just making too much out of this. Maybe we'll go, and hang out with lots of cool people, and have a great time...as friends. But I don't know!!! Why do I have to be so nice all the time? Why can't I just learn to say no to people? Why can't I follow good advice when it's thrown at me? Oh, well. Nothing can be done now. I really hope I'm just making way too big of a deal out of nothing.