I think it's because you were someone I could tell things to, and now I can't really so I have to find another person to tell those things to. Not to worry, there are a lot. But then I do have to find another one to fill your spot. So instead of four, maybe five, I only have three (maybe four), and I just have to get back to four (maybe five).
Also, it makes me think I have a defective gene against your kind, you know? I mean, why does this always happen exactly? It's genetic. That's the only feasible explanation I could find right now. I need one more to confirm such theory.
And yes, it's all about ME ME ME. My needs blah blah blah. (Refer to title.)
P.S. Should that be my creative pic?