Jun 07, 2005 23:19
i need to stop thinking so much.
all I do now is school, select, rehearsal ,work. that's like my life story right now. it NEEDS to be the end of the year right now, I can't deal with all of this. I have a million things to do before the 13th and it's stressing me out so much, and most of it isn't even school related.
as a result of my busy schedule I feel like I'm losing a lot of friends, which is always good news. I lost one of my good friends that I cared about wholeheartedly, but I guess that's life. and i'm drifting away from my other ones and I really hate it. I wish i could list names but that wouldn't be the wisest thing to do, and i don't think it would solve anything.
and I don't really know if I should trust my instincts with people anymore, I feel like I'm just being used.
okay so 2 months left here, and that's good news for some people, including myself.