I hate my ankle.
Yeah, I'm not doing to well. A few of you (Nicole Miyabi mainly) know that I sprained my ankle at AX. It was a combination of my own fault and Ryan's that it happened, but I ended up missing a day of the con and pretty much my entire vacation sucked.
The problem is it still hasn't healed, so I'm going for an X-ray tomorrow to see if maybe it's broken after all. I can walk on it, and the pain wasn't real bad (though it's gotten a lot worse in the last few days), and I've been trying to stay off it and use a cane when I do go out.
The problem is that this limits my already almost non-existent social life. Now for the most part I'm stuck in bed with nothing to do but be on the Internet and think. And when I start thinking to much I get depressed and start hating myself, and I don't want to do anything and I end up hating myself more because of that... It's a rather vicious cycle that way.
I really want to go to a con, and I'm hoping that I'll be healed enough for Matsuri in September, but I'm not sure anyone else is going either. I don't want to go alone.
I'm also hoping this doesn't screw up our Philadelphia vacation plans at the end of the month. I really want to go see Robin, and maybe Alan, and Ryan needs this vacation too (he's finishing up a huge project at work).
Well, sorry for rambling. I hope no one is too bored by this.
The problem is it still hasn't healed, so I'm going for an X-ray tomorrow to see if maybe it's broken after all. I can walk on it, and the pain wasn't real bad (though it's gotten a lot worse in the last few days), and I've been trying to stay off it and use a cane when I do go out.
The problem is that this limits my already almost non-existent social life. Now for the most part I'm stuck in bed with nothing to do but be on the Internet and think. And when I start thinking to much I get depressed and start hating myself, and I don't want to do anything and I end up hating myself more because of that... It's a rather vicious cycle that way.
I really want to go to a con, and I'm hoping that I'll be healed enough for Matsuri in September, but I'm not sure anyone else is going either. I don't want to go alone.
I'm also hoping this doesn't screw up our Philadelphia vacation plans at the end of the month. I really want to go see Robin, and maybe Alan, and Ryan needs this vacation too (he's finishing up a huge project at work).
Well, sorry for rambling. I hope no one is too bored by this.