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im tired. I need a day off. But then i start to think that the way i was thinking was selfish. Myabe its just my time to work hard and it's someone elses turn to have a day off. Maybe it's like god assigns everyone's time to rest and it just isnt my day today, or yesterday, or tomorow, or the day after that, or that day after that. I just have to be patient i guess. My day will come. (Soon i hope)