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im on the verge of dying.
and i wont turn around.
for anything except one thing.
which will never come back.
you know when you see someone and the very thought that they are somewhere near you just is overwhelming. that was how i felt. and that made me have a good night. even if nothing meaningful was said. i just had a good night.
things are starting to look up. in a way. slowly. but i am still on edge. time heals the heart. and i am learning that now. slowly. i feel the same at any given day but i am more at peace with it then i was. and id do anything. and thats the last i am gonna say about this. but i'll always think about it and how big of a fuck up i am.
and i wont turn around.
for anything except one thing.
which will never come back.
you know when you see someone and the very thought that they are somewhere near you just is overwhelming. that was how i felt. and that made me have a good night. even if nothing meaningful was said. i just had a good night.
things are starting to look up. in a way. slowly. but i am still on edge. time heals the heart. and i am learning that now. slowly. i feel the same at any given day but i am more at peace with it then i was. and id do anything. and thats the last i am gonna say about this. but i'll always think about it and how big of a fuck up i am.