am i crazy?
i've been having a rough time lately. things here have seemed rather pointless. i'm not in school and i am working the most ridiculous job i have ever had. i think i wanna move home. i'm not in school and i haven't met anybody which means i'm not getting out much. it's driving me crazy. i realized that it might be best to move back when it became clear that my job wouldn't even allow me to come home for any of the holidays. it made me see that those possible trips home were really important to me. what am i doing here anyway? i'm waiting. i'm working and waiting. fall's a long way away and it seems kind of ridiculous to stay down here because i have a full time job. i can get a full time job in wisconsin and wait and have friends and family. am i being ridiculous or childish? does it make sense that i move back? i feel like i might have to deal with a lot of criticism if i do. i don't know what i should do.