Like (Or is it just?)
What do you do when you end up liking someone you're not supposed to like?
How do you cope with the sudden surges of emotion whenever that person is around?
How do you act emotionless whenever that person does something for you (even at the littlest things) and all you want to do is scream in happiness?
How can you hold back whenever that person is talking to you, stopping yourself from doing anything crazy that could give you away?
What can you do when all you want is to talk to that person, or just be with that person, but you can't because of so many reasons?
How much does it hurt that you have to stand back, smile and accept that there'll never be anything more between you and that person?
How hard is it to see that person be happy with someone else, when all you wish was that it was you that person was happy with?
Will you ever erase that tiny glimmer of hope in you despite knowing there is no possibility of anything else?
Will you ever forget when everyday, you're reminded of that person's presence?
Will you be able to walk away?
Can you move on?
I look away just as you pass by. Trying to ignore the hard thumping of my heart. Because it was all I can do.
To look away.