I HATE MY MOM
Man, all day today I've been fighting with my mother. We really haven't been getting along recently, but damn she really pushed my buttons today.
Okay, first of all... I woke up a little late and my brother was going to be late for school so what does she tell my brother to do? She fucking tells my brother to leave without me. And knowing the short tempers of my brother and my dad, of course they leave me at home... when I have a fucking final to take at 8 too. During the whole time I was waiting for my dad to come back and pick me up, she insists that it wasn't her fault that they left. It was basically MY fault that I woke up like 2 minutes late that and that they left, and not HER fault that she told them to leave. That's bullshit. FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!
And later on I go out, and she looks through my fucking shit. She KNOWS that that is one of the things I cannot STAND! But she looks through my shit anyway and finds my PROM pictures. She gets ALL UP on my FUCKING case about guys. WHY DID YOU LOOK THROUGH MY SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE? GOSH, you don't even know how much I hate her ass right now. NOBODY, I swear, NOBODY gets any fucking privacy when my mom's around. She OPENS my mail, looks through my shit, and finds other ways to PISS ME OFF!
YOU KNOW WHAT I ALSO HATE? I HATE it when she's mad one minute, and when I get mad at her back, she turns around and tries to be nice to me. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? When I give her the silent treatment, she WILL NOT leave me alone until I talk to her. I HATE how my house is SO small. I can't avoid her. Even though I try. Look, she just gave me a sandwich to eat. I AIN'T EATING YOUR STUPID SANDWICH, *****!
I seriously cannot WAIT until I'm gonna be free from her wrath. Although it's won't be as cool cuz I wanna stay out and have fun RIGHT NOW with my friends and Matt. But I'm scared she's gonna go psycho on me and wait outside everytime I come home late. PSYCHOOOOO!!!! I swear, if she keeps on doing this, I'm gonna be even worse at SD. I'm gonna start abusing my freedom and I'm gonna take full advantage of it. Man, and if and when I come and visit up here, I ain't visiting my mom.
Sometimes I envy tight families. You know parents that are cool with their children's friends and girl/boyfriends. I seriously wish I had parents like that, but with Korean parents, that's impossible. I seriously hate the fact that my parents immigrated from Korea so that they're so used to THEIR culture. They haven't accepted the fact that in AMERICA people actually have FUN. Teenagers stay out late with their friends and that doesn't necessarily mean that they're out doing drungs, drinking, or having sex. I also hate the fact that she's so irrational. I am never going to turn out like her. I'm going to go out of my way if I have to to stay tizzite with my children.
End of rant. I'm pissed off. FUCK YOU. (and you know if I cuss that means I am PISSSSSSED)
Okay, first of all... I woke up a little late and my brother was going to be late for school so what does she tell my brother to do? She fucking tells my brother to leave without me. And knowing the short tempers of my brother and my dad, of course they leave me at home... when I have a fucking final to take at 8 too. During the whole time I was waiting for my dad to come back and pick me up, she insists that it wasn't her fault that they left. It was basically MY fault that I woke up like 2 minutes late that and that they left, and not HER fault that she told them to leave. That's bullshit. FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!
And later on I go out, and she looks through my fucking shit. She KNOWS that that is one of the things I cannot STAND! But she looks through my shit anyway and finds my PROM pictures. She gets ALL UP on my FUCKING case about guys. WHY DID YOU LOOK THROUGH MY SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE? GOSH, you don't even know how much I hate her ass right now. NOBODY, I swear, NOBODY gets any fucking privacy when my mom's around. She OPENS my mail, looks through my shit, and finds other ways to PISS ME OFF!
YOU KNOW WHAT I ALSO HATE? I HATE it when she's mad one minute, and when I get mad at her back, she turns around and tries to be nice to me. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? When I give her the silent treatment, she WILL NOT leave me alone until I talk to her. I HATE how my house is SO small. I can't avoid her. Even though I try. Look, she just gave me a sandwich to eat. I AIN'T EATING YOUR STUPID SANDWICH, *****!
I seriously cannot WAIT until I'm gonna be free from her wrath. Although it's won't be as cool cuz I wanna stay out and have fun RIGHT NOW with my friends and Matt. But I'm scared she's gonna go psycho on me and wait outside everytime I come home late. PSYCHOOOOO!!!! I swear, if she keeps on doing this, I'm gonna be even worse at SD. I'm gonna start abusing my freedom and I'm gonna take full advantage of it. Man, and if and when I come and visit up here, I ain't visiting my mom.
Sometimes I envy tight families. You know parents that are cool with their children's friends and girl/boyfriends. I seriously wish I had parents like that, but with Korean parents, that's impossible. I seriously hate the fact that my parents immigrated from Korea so that they're so used to THEIR culture. They haven't accepted the fact that in AMERICA people actually have FUN. Teenagers stay out late with their friends and that doesn't necessarily mean that they're out doing drungs, drinking, or having sex. I also hate the fact that she's so irrational. I am never going to turn out like her. I'm going to go out of my way if I have to to stay tizzite with my children.
End of rant. I'm pissed off. FUCK YOU. (and you know if I cuss that means I am PISSSSSSED)