RANDOM THOUGHTS
Life is tough, but it goes on. Don't think too much about the past, even though I do that a lot, I should not. I am hungry and I want food again. Now, I find myself eating little portions of food, but I get hungry fast after that. I cannot eat a big portion of food. I want meat. Thick juicy meat! I like Yahoo! Literati. I've been playing that game at the least 3 or 4 times a day! And I have a 28 win streak! Graffitti is fun too, but I am no where near as good. I started reading again, and I forgot how fun it was! Being entrapped in a world of fiction is fun. I like Robin Cook's books. Haha that rhymes! I'm glad it's cooling down nowadays. I could not withstand the damn heat wave that was going around. You know that sunburn I got? It's getting better because it's peeling and the redness is fading. YAY! but NAY to peeling. I grew a new facsination in sun glasses. I want more sun glasses. I can't wait till I go to college. It's gonna be fun! I met some great people and I'm hoping to get closer to them and to share great memories with them! I miss them actually. =( They were a friendly bunch and hilariously funny. However, I'm going to miss Matt a lot! I mean we decided to stay together through college, but I'm afraid that the distance might actually make us grow apart. It's gonna be hard to go for days and days without seeing him. Maybe even weeks. I hope and pray it works out wonderfully! I miss my friends right now. I really don't know what's going on... if I'm being mad at or if I did something wrong to anger a friend, but I miss them nonetheless. I'm downloading music like crazy now! All you people going to college should because most likely, the college people are going to block piracy from happening! So download download and download! Geez, having 56k sucks big hairy ass though. Oh well, I'll just have to bear with it. Does anybody know if Cerritos Library allows downloads on your personal laptops? Oh man, that would be awesome! I want to learn how to swim so I could frequent the beach at SD. First, I need to loose weight so I can sport a 2 piece, but I need to learn how to swim too. Someone advised me to take 3 classes fall quarter and 4 the rest of the quarters, so I'm taking 3. Therefore my classes on tues and thurs now officially start at 5PM. I'm planning to abuse the hell out of the gym on those days. First, I'm going to find a gym buddy! If not, I guess I can work out by myself. Wahoo! Mr Daniel Cho told me that SD has the biggest gym west of the Mississippi so I'm going to use it to my advantage. I don't know where he got that from, but he's a fellow Triton too, so I'll believe him. GOSH I'M EXCITED. My neck hurts. I guess I did sleep the wrong way. But see, I'm reading a novel right now that deals with leukemia/cancer, so I'm kind of scared. Cancer can happen to anyone. I hope I don't get cancer, but it's so frequent now. The book is very.. vivid with the details... I can picture everything. and I think Robin Cook likes fat people because they way he describes fat people is way funny! like he says "followed by a woman of impressive dimensions" and theres like 3 other fat characters, but I forgot where they were in the book. Anyway... I'm going to watch a movie today. Hopefully two, but I don't know yet. And I don't think I'm going to go to the wedding anymore. Road trip has been cancelled due to the lack of people available to go, so I don't want to be a burden of any sort, so y'all go have fun. Aww I've never been to a wedding before, but tis okay! I'll go to one eventually. Oh my gosh! It's already August 13th! In less than 10 days, It's gonna be 6 months! Shit, that's half a year! I know I have friends that's gone for longer than that, but to me, that's a helluva long time! AND believe it or not, I've been good in this relationship. You can interpret that however way you wish, but I'm pretty sure you all know what I'm talking about. Yeah, I'm good!! He's a good person. Umm... I think I'm running out of things to write. I'll have another one of these random posts later. I mean waaay later!
I'm sorry if all this was too jumbled up. If you want more detailed entries, I suggest you go read my xanga with the screenname lilxmonster54 because I like xanga! I always liked xanga! It's just that I'm a freaking conformist and when all my friends got LJs I got an LJ. Now I feel bad for xanga.