I'm so fucked up, even people I love get caught in the crossfire...

[anne_marlow]

ok, just now, I hung up on my bf. how fucked up is that!? I mean jesus! whenever I get emotional or shit like that I end up bitching at the first person that talks to me. and this time it was him.

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...........I think should really get a fucking clue on taming my emotions a bit! I mean comeon! no one likes the emotional windbag right!! now I bet he hates me.....aaaaaaaaaaauuuggggghhhhh!