lenny.michael.aaron.ian.grant.pieter.marian.so many more.
damn my brother! damn him to hades! i missed the 100 fly semis! oh well...at least it was just the semis...but STILL...there are but TWO DAYS LEFT of swimming! and i must get in as much hot ass on tape as i can!
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so...as you [may or may not] know...my life is currently revolving around the first 8 days of the olympics...why, you ask? perhaps it is because the greatest sport to ever come to fruition occupies said days...what is so great about hot, tall, lean, muscular men wearing skin-tight material and rising from azure water that beads and drips off their well-formed pectorals and rippling abdomens, not to mention their rock-hard asses, long muscular legs, and firm arms? if you still question my appreciation/obsession, you must be mental and belong in a psych ward, where you can rock back and forth in your own little padded cell with a straight jacket on reveling in your stupidity and ignorance. yes. yes.
krayzelburg, unfortunately, lost the bronze by two hundredths of a second...it was a really tight race...the time between silver and bronze was but one hundredth of a second...he is getting on in age [in the swimming world at least], which is why i wanted him to podium cos this is most likely his last olympics...but its alright...peirsol got gold...krayzelburg will at least be in the 4x100 medley heats...peirsol will be there for the finals, but krayzelburg will still get a medal for helping if they win [which they most likely will... XD]...
phelps didnt really appeal to me at first...he has big ears that stick out, a large chin, and a lower jaw that gets in the way of his speaking...but he is quite the endearing one...what won me over was a video i saw of him on saturday night...and day by day, the intrigue grew to awe; the awe grew to attraction; and the attraction inevitably grew to obsession [which is where my inner teenybopperness gets me every single time.] i was good about holding off looking up photos, but i grew weak earlier today and searched. it was a one-time thing. i doubt i will be searching for anymore pics whilst the olympics are in progress. 8 /
thorpe isn't looking so gay this year...neither is hoogie...people just got HOT this year...lenny, although older, looks SO much better than at sydney [if you can believe that...]...maybe its the haircut? i dunno...he's got the best body...he's not so lanky like the other swimmers...tall, but built like a fort...guh-rrr...holy shnikees...and that smile...the smile and winks are what got me in sydney...and his ass is awesome! woo! the arms are killer [im an arm girl...nice arms get me every time...]...his abs...his pecs...that man is built like a god! [drools in orgasmic pleasure...]
watched a bit of shotput...cos i was waiting for swimming...the women are butchy, but what surprised me was that they were all married...SO WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! if butches can get guys [who were pretty decent considering the "women" they were married to], why can't i?! damn.
anyway, back to swimming...all of this speedo glory officially ends saturday... 8 (
i, of course, will be recording nearly every minute of it...
krayzelburg is engaged and has started a mortgage company in irvine...so i hear...he also has a monster.com commercial...although, i only saw it once and have yet to see it again...i wonder if they pulled the commercial when he failed to podium...bastards...damn them if they did...
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i had a small window of happiness/normality early last week but was thrown back into my sick, twisted world...filled with sadness and confusion...the olympics started last friday...i received a few packages last weekend...so my life is focused around these three things...they bring me happiness...and im gonna hold onto them for as long as i can...im still a bit anti right now...as i have been this entire summer...but i have my moments...let's take these past two days, for example...v called me yesterday and asked that i help her run an errand...which i did...then i bought dinner, she bought dessert [carne asada fries for me, carne asada burrito for her...then we both had milk tea with ice cream and boba...]...then we hung out at my place for awhile...then today i got another call from ms. v...apparently she and miss trina were on their way to my house...they hung out for a little while...that was the fourth time that i saw a friend/some friends this summer...its sad that i can count how many times ive seen my friends...this summer was just a bad one for me...i broke out...my posture for some reason worsened...im not my chipper self...i dunno...i just don't know...