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Well today I have to do it.I cant stay and be close to him in his anger.I worry about my kids and I know theyll be hurt so badly about all this.I just dont know what other choice I have.I cant go on like this.Theyll be crushed,but I sure hope that in thier hearts and minds theyll always KNOW that my love will never go away for them.
Im not sure what Im gonna do just yet or where Im going.But after I find a place,by then maybe he will be willing to talk and cope with.I hope we can always remain friends.and hell always hold a deep part of my heart inside.Who knows a few years down the road we may be together again,but it has to be our desire.For now,things has to be like this,I cant go on like this.
Im going to try to find a place and then call for the kids to come.I hope they wont hate me,I made a big mistake and I know that they know that each person that lives on this earth cannot be perfect and that we all make mistakes.I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.I see and I admit that.But I cant go back and undo whats been done.
I love my kids with my whole heart and I know they love me.And we will always be family no matter what,its just has to have some cooling down time.I dont know what is going to happen from here on.
Im not sure what Im gonna do just yet or where Im going.But after I find a place,by then maybe he will be willing to talk and cope with.I hope we can always remain friends.and hell always hold a deep part of my heart inside.Who knows a few years down the road we may be together again,but it has to be our desire.For now,things has to be like this,I cant go on like this.
Im going to try to find a place and then call for the kids to come.I hope they wont hate me,I made a big mistake and I know that they know that each person that lives on this earth cannot be perfect and that we all make mistakes.I was in the wrong place at the wrong time.I see and I admit that.But I cant go back and undo whats been done.
I love my kids with my whole heart and I know they love me.And we will always be family no matter what,its just has to have some cooling down time.I dont know what is going to happen from here on.