Thinkin
I woke up this morning thinkin bout how hard it is to live a christian life.Sometimes I think how weak my faith has been.But then I think of giving up and I know I cannot.
I also thought about my heart and how fast death can come.I wonder about my poor circulation and know that it can have affect on my heart,as when I was tested and knowing it was weak.Im hoping that the herbs he put me on is having a good effect on it but wont know till I go back.I dont know why my circulation is so bad,it didnt used to be till I got older.I also know not to worry,I know God will take care of me as long as Im trying.Thats just it though,I have to keep trying no matter how hard it is.Death is not something to play round with,or rather eternity isnt.
One day at a time is all I can do,but it gets scarry knowing theres so much sin and temptation out there every day that we live.
Im wanting to start my walking up again today.I know thast walking increses circulation and that may help.Why in the world does my hands and feet stay cold?Thats why.
Today is Sunday and church may give me some stregnth today,I sure need it!!!
I also thought about my heart and how fast death can come.I wonder about my poor circulation and know that it can have affect on my heart,as when I was tested and knowing it was weak.Im hoping that the herbs he put me on is having a good effect on it but wont know till I go back.I dont know why my circulation is so bad,it didnt used to be till I got older.I also know not to worry,I know God will take care of me as long as Im trying.Thats just it though,I have to keep trying no matter how hard it is.Death is not something to play round with,or rather eternity isnt.
One day at a time is all I can do,but it gets scarry knowing theres so much sin and temptation out there every day that we live.
Im wanting to start my walking up again today.I know thast walking increses circulation and that may help.Why in the world does my hands and feet stay cold?Thats why.
Today is Sunday and church may give me some stregnth today,I sure need it!!!