Wow I feel like a different person ....kind of............
My life has been very adventursome the last few weeks. There seems to be things that just keep popping up out of the blue. I feel like I am awakening again to the heart of God and the pursuit into His chambers but at the same time I am faced all of a sudden with all of these life altering decisions. Everything is happening so fast. After Texas I felt like I wanted to move there and was pretty much dead set on it. My roommate and her sister were planning on going too and having a big girls adventure. My plan after my last trip was too start praying about that and seeing how I can get there and stuff, but then I went back to work and found out that our counter manager is leaving and they offered me the job along with a pay increase and all that jazz. I cant figure out if this is a distraction from my pursuing Texas or not. I am trying to figure out the will of God right now. I am willing to do what He wants I just need to know what that is. I dont want to chase after my own desires bc I see where that gets me. I really want to get moving with him. Decisions decisions decisions! How I hate them. I feel like there are alot of people at work that I can minister too maybe I dont know. I have this desire to inspire and minister to the women there. I feel like so many of them feel like they are stuck when they arent. People really can do anything they want if they want it bad enough. Its laziness, passivity, fear, etc that hold us back. But I firmly believe that if you want something bad enough you can get it with alot of hard work and perseverance. And I am determined to do that as soon as I get some direction!!!:) Well please keep me in yalls prayers.