Missing home already...
Man I am starting to get super sad. I never cry but I have been crying. I am also starting to get irritable bc thats just what happens before I have to leave home. I guess when I am with people I dont want to have too much fun bc it will make things even worse. When I think about leaving my grandfather it makes me really sad, we have got so close this summer, its going to be really hard to leave him. I wish that he was 20 years younger, I couldnt imagine life without him. He has been more than a grandfather to me but also a dad. Anyways can you tell that I am getting way too emotional over here! And also I have to say good bye to all of my friends that I have got super close with who are just like family. And Marci is moving to Georgia, our group is breaking up! Oh goodness. And not to mention my mom, who I am joined at the hip with! And my dad who i have actually been having somewhat of a relationship with!!! Ok dont worry I am going to stop!!!