In mourning!!!

[anne0129]

Today, I went online to try to cheer myself up but all I got was bad news.  It seems that one of YongHwa's Korean fans that are loved by many coz she provides amazing fancams of Yong Hwa and the boys are putting away her camera (BLOSSOM).  According to her twitter she will no longer be attending any shows of the boys and coz she writes her twits in Korean I don't know if she gave a reason but from what I gather from replies to her it seems she won't be following the boys anymore.  I feel sad coz she even removed all the videos of the boys from Youtube.  She even asked CN Blue fans who follow her to unfollow (according to some tweets that I read).  I feel sad. Coz just a few days ago Jennifer Kojimom who is also one of Yong Hwa/CN Blue fan twitted that she will not be posting pictures in her blog anymore and apologized to international fans.  Instead she said she will be posting it in her Naver blog which most international fans have not access at all.  I just feel so sad coz it feels like they are abandoning international fans and it means, we international fans will have a more difficult time to learn anything about the boys.  How I wished I saved Blossom's fancams but sadly I didn't. =(

So today, I am mourning.

Gosh!!! It's like 3 bad news in a row for me.  I hope it ends here.  I feel so dejected right now.

Anne