No,
It will never go away, will it?
I didn't think that my trust could diminish anymore that it already had.
I truly didn't think I had any left to lose.
But I was wrong.
I'm scared to open my mouth, in fear of secret agents twisting my words into all types of intricate, impossible knots, and leaving them on every masked doorstep with the morning paper.
I didn't know I had to censor myself in my own 'house'.
Does it make you feel good to know that I actually do the unthinkable, and cry over this?
I want to move to L.A., to New. York, San Antonio, to anywhere but here because here isn't far enough away anymore.
I'm sick of the daily, sugarcoated bullshit.
I've shown my anger, my vulnerability. and my humiliation.
Now it's nothing but disappointment.
I didn't think that my trust could diminish anymore that it already had.
I truly didn't think I had any left to lose.
But I was wrong.
I'm scared to open my mouth, in fear of secret agents twisting my words into all types of intricate, impossible knots, and leaving them on every masked doorstep with the morning paper.
I didn't know I had to censor myself in my own 'house'.
Does it make you feel good to know that I actually do the unthinkable, and cry over this?
I want to move to L.A., to New. York, San Antonio, to anywhere but here because here isn't far enough away anymore.
I'm sick of the daily, sugarcoated bullshit.
I've shown my anger, my vulnerability. and my humiliation.
Now it's nothing but disappointment.