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first off...my mom got engaged this past weekend!!! she's so happy and i'm so happy for her! finally!
secondly...i've been watching the news all day on the chapelle corby case. i can't believe she was found guilty. her reaction and her family's gave me goosebumps and makes my stomach turn. shit. fucking indonesian court systems, like they give a fuck.
i don't want to come home. 28 days left. i think about it and immediately start crying. this has been my home for so long now. i'm going to miss everything that has become so normal and routine. i've become so used to the accents and watching rugby on tv, seeing parrots sitting outside my window, and the huge ass spiders. waterfalls on campus and the atmosphere of this place. i will live here one day. probably when i am done with school...if i can make i that long. i keep having dreams that i am on my way home or at home and no one understands anything, and things are so different, yet the exact same, and i just cry because i want to be back here. sigh...what can you do.
there is always so much drama at home. i can't stand going back to that. i think about how it's going to be when i go back. and i'm not excited.
i am really excited to see the people i miss though. that is one thing i do miss. the only thing really. maybe ben will come with me for a couple years then bring me back here. if not, i'll come on my own.
tonight is the huge sydney harbour cruise party. you get to go on this cruise boat in sydney harbour and once you get kicked off, just party in sydney until the first train comes at 5:45am. oh sydney. how i will miss you. (i can't go though cause i have no money)
so apparently i'm getting $2000 back from australearn, the bastards. i should get it next week. i could have gone on harbour cruise too.
ben took me on a super romantic date last week. we went to the best place in wollongong right on the ocean. it was sooo expensive and candlelit. the waiters were in tuxedos! it was so fancy. the only bad part was that there was this girl singing, and EVERY song was about "when you're gone", or "i'll miss you" or someone leaving. yeah, reeeal nice assholes. other than that, it was perfect. and crazy, because who am i to deserve this?
i have two 2,000 work papers to write this weekend that are due monday, haven't started them. shit. i hate uni. but i am done with everything monday, so then i'll have 4 weeks to relax (oh god, and the tears start again). sigh...i guess i'll see you guys soon...gotta go.
secondly...i've been watching the news all day on the chapelle corby case. i can't believe she was found guilty. her reaction and her family's gave me goosebumps and makes my stomach turn. shit. fucking indonesian court systems, like they give a fuck.
i don't want to come home. 28 days left. i think about it and immediately start crying. this has been my home for so long now. i'm going to miss everything that has become so normal and routine. i've become so used to the accents and watching rugby on tv, seeing parrots sitting outside my window, and the huge ass spiders. waterfalls on campus and the atmosphere of this place. i will live here one day. probably when i am done with school...if i can make i that long. i keep having dreams that i am on my way home or at home and no one understands anything, and things are so different, yet the exact same, and i just cry because i want to be back here. sigh...what can you do.
there is always so much drama at home. i can't stand going back to that. i think about how it's going to be when i go back. and i'm not excited.
i am really excited to see the people i miss though. that is one thing i do miss. the only thing really. maybe ben will come with me for a couple years then bring me back here. if not, i'll come on my own.
tonight is the huge sydney harbour cruise party. you get to go on this cruise boat in sydney harbour and once you get kicked off, just party in sydney until the first train comes at 5:45am. oh sydney. how i will miss you. (i can't go though cause i have no money)
so apparently i'm getting $2000 back from australearn, the bastards. i should get it next week. i could have gone on harbour cruise too.
ben took me on a super romantic date last week. we went to the best place in wollongong right on the ocean. it was sooo expensive and candlelit. the waiters were in tuxedos! it was so fancy. the only bad part was that there was this girl singing, and EVERY song was about "when you're gone", or "i'll miss you" or someone leaving. yeah, reeeal nice assholes. other than that, it was perfect. and crazy, because who am i to deserve this?
i have two 2,000 work papers to write this weekend that are due monday, haven't started them. shit. i hate uni. but i am done with everything monday, so then i'll have 4 weeks to relax (oh god, and the tears start again). sigh...i guess i'll see you guys soon...gotta go.