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Xanga is being stupid and not working.
I just noticed today that all the lyrics that I put in my AIM profile... they're not only depressing, but all of them pertain to me and what I'm going through.
Anyways, Lately I've been writing here and there when I can/find motiviation and I always start something... and never finish. Whether its 5 setences or 50, I can never seem to finish any of my short stories. I have so many unfinished stories and ideas on my computer saved. It's like I'd start writing it... put it off to finish tomorrow (since the only time I can write is at night), and then just lose motivation to even finish it up. Maybe in a way that's telling me something. Everything I write is basically about what I'm going through and I don't know how it's going to end. Maybe that's why I can never finish/find an ending. Because I don't know what the ending it. heh Whatever I look too much into things.
Sometimes (well more like MOST of the time) I just wanna move someplace new and start all over-- or even run away.I hate Clear Lake. I really do. I've been living here since kindergartern and well, it sucks majorly. Living here is like living in one big fake bubble. Last night I talked to this girl who goes to Lake too and whoa... it was crazy. She's actually read Perks and has heard of Snow patrol... AND she's the managing editor of the newspaper. I have YET to meet anyone like that here. It was crazy awesome... :D
Btw, Sorry I haven't been commenting and whatnot. I'm horrible with keeping up with LJs.
I just noticed today that all the lyrics that I put in my AIM profile... they're not only depressing, but all of them pertain to me and what I'm going through.
Anyways, Lately I've been writing here and there when I can/find motiviation and I always start something... and never finish. Whether its 5 setences or 50, I can never seem to finish any of my short stories. I have so many unfinished stories and ideas on my computer saved. It's like I'd start writing it... put it off to finish tomorrow (since the only time I can write is at night), and then just lose motivation to even finish it up. Maybe in a way that's telling me something. Everything I write is basically about what I'm going through and I don't know how it's going to end. Maybe that's why I can never finish/find an ending. Because I don't know what the ending it. heh Whatever I look too much into things.
Sometimes (well more like MOST of the time) I just wanna move someplace new and start all over-- or even run away.I hate Clear Lake. I really do. I've been living here since kindergartern and well, it sucks majorly. Living here is like living in one big fake bubble. Last night I talked to this girl who goes to Lake too and whoa... it was crazy. She's actually read Perks and has heard of Snow patrol... AND she's the managing editor of the newspaper. I have YET to meet anyone like that here. It was crazy awesome... :D
Btw, Sorry I haven't been commenting and whatnot. I'm horrible with keeping up with LJs.