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i go through stages.
i guess this is the one where my friends ditch me.
nothing goes the way i want.
and everything pretty much sucks.
its easter.
and my family cant even act like theyve got their shit together.
my brother leaves for the navy in the morning.
and hes still not acting like a brother.
when will he start?
maybe never.
when will i find actual "friends."
allin did a good thing.
he got away from all this shit.
i think i need to do that.
just get away from everyone.
i hate alabama.